EverythingIWanted是美国女歌手BillieEilish演唱的歌曲。初听Billie时，觉得她像一个笑容带点狡黠与不屑的怪奇女巫。她那冷漠、另类，甚至暗黑的风格本与主流相背离，却意外地拥有了怪异的美感，像一条神秘的夜路，危险，却让人欲罢不能地想要前往。

　　但在这首歌曲里，波浪般起伏的电子音效编织出一场寂寞的梦，带着悲伤的力量，将我卷入了大海般郁蓝的情绪里，让我共情她的难过。

　　我觉得自己就像深海里长着古怪斑纹的鱼，咸涩的海水充满了眼眶使眼泪找不到出口，只能任由庞大的空虚感像猛兽一样将我扯碎。Billie脆弱、无助、迷茫的声音如同一束在风中颤动的烛焰，忽明忽暗，似乎随时都会熄灭。她湮没于不为人知的深渊中，连同歌声里那些难以揣测的情绪，逐渐消逝于暗里。

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

Not what you'd think

And if I'm bein' honest it might've been a nightmare

To anyone who might care

Thought I could fly

Fly

So I stepped off the Golden mm

Nobody cried

Nobody even noticed

I saw them standing right there

Kinda thought they might care

I had a dream I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up I see you with me

And you say "As long as I'm here no one can hurt you"

Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"

I tried to scream but my head was underwater

They called me weak like I'm not just somebody's daughter

Coulda been a nightmare but it felt like they were right there

And it feels like yesterday was a year ago

But I don't wanna let anybody know

'Cause everybody wants something from me now

And I don't wanna let them down

I had a dream I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up I see you with me

And you say "As long as I'm here no one can hurt you"

Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"

If I knew it all then would I do it again

Would I do it again

If they knew what they said would go straight to my head

What would they say instead

If I knew it all then would I do it again

Would I do it again

If they knew what they said would go straight to my head

What would they say instead

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